This
month’s blog theme presented me with a tough question to answer. I never categorized
my writing as a career, more something I felt compelled to do which was never
intended to take me down any particular road. Comprising stories of places and
times past was a way of exploring those days in a way which was realistic to
me. I would create a family and work through the problems they faced which
wouldn’t happen now. The more research I did, the more I came to understand
that life in any time frame or location has always been a challenge, especially
for women. Even royals could not always do what they wanted when they wished,
and those who tried soon learned their mistakes, as in people like Charles I
and Tsar Nicholas II who paid the ultimate price for stubbornness and vanity.
My
family never understood my need to write, whether as a child, a teenager or a
married woman with children. That I preferred to
spend hours at my keyboard writing while they were out in the ‘real world’ while
the dust gathered and the dinner overcooked.
I
suppose the first person who ever told me I could write, was an online friend
named Lisa Yarde, an excellent author herself who encouraged me to take a short
story further. When I confided in her I was also writing an historical novel,
she recommended I join the Historical Fiction Critique Group run by AnneMarie
Brear.
That’s
where it all began, and between them, Lisa and AnneMarie convinced me to submit
my first novel to an Inde publisher. I would like to say it was all simple from
then on, but nothing ever is. Publishers close their doors and sell out to
other firms like any business, while authors and their books sink without trace
without proper promotion. I have also been fortunate enough to find an agent
who believed in me, so Kate Nash, you also deserve thanks for all your
encouragement whenever I lost heart in my work.
My family do understand me – to a point – although I am
convinced only writers can really understand other writers. Those hours of
silent contemplation when composing a specific phrase or sentence to suit a
scenario. The tunnel vision when flood, fire or earthquake can barely penetrate
my concentration. And the editing - editing is something no one can appreciate
or sympathize with. That set of fresh eyes on a manuscript that pick out
weaknesses and inconsistencies I simply do not see.
‘The book’s done isn’t it? Why do you need to change anything?’
I
cannot contemplate submitting a manuscript to my agent or a publisher without
first putting it through my critique group - a small unit of writers who all know
each other’s work and trust our judgement. If they tell me my storyline is
confused or a character is weak, I know I have to change it – they never steer
me wrong.
I
would also like to thank Victoria Chatham, my writing partner for the Canadian
Brides series. She has supported my synopsis for the story of Grace Mackinnon
and agreed to everything thus far, no matter how sketchy I made it sound –
which might change when we start picking through an actual manuscript, although
I am confident we will work well together. Like her, I also appreciate the
readers who spend the time to read my novels, and hopefully, enjoy them.
A very thoughtful and incisive post. Makes me want to rewrite mine, lol. Our love of writing since childhood sounds exactly the same. No wonder we share a birthday.
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